these lines they are so simple nice and short long and deep dark and light leave scars but oh so faint speaks volumes but kept in silence these lines they are so nice these lines why do you scowl at them? I don't understand. You don't want me here? I can go. back to the closet with the lights on. I prefer that to your world of darkness. ah yes I'm back. how I love these lines. why do you want me to stop? You want me here, but how? this is how I'm here my body see touch it, hug me, I can smile for you if you want but wait, I'm sorry. these lines I can't go. I can't. I'm here I promise, I can act brother, I promise don't cry. stop yelling mom. dad can I stop throwing up yet? can I stop chugging water yet, dad? I'm sorry. I can pretend. Please don't cry. I'm sorry. I'll lie. I'll smile. I'll interpret. I'll respond. I'm sorry, sister I'm sorry. This isn't your fault I promise. Don't feel that way love. It's okay. I'll lie. These lines they can tell my story when my body is in a grave. can I stop yet dad? mom please, brother don't cry, sister it's okay. me.me.me would you live for them, even if you couldn't?
the last question is worded odd, I hope the meaning is portrayed correctly. interpretations greatly appreciated