Lord forgive me if I don't love my life enough
The last few years after high school have been so tough
Before high school I didn't think so but I had it made
All I had to do is come home with good grades
I remember a lot but after the drinks and drugs the memories fade
Day after day I wish I could just fly away
But I have to stay and make this money to make sure my family is straight
I don't want to let them down
It's hard to hide my frowns
Nobody really cares but you God
Nobody loves me like you God
After high school it's been so hard
Things will get easier, so I thought
But in this reality everything gets harder
Looking back on my mistakes knowing I should've been smarter
Show me your light God
The light that gets me up in the morning that shines through my blinds and opens up my eyes to see that I'm here for a reason and I shouldn't always cry because while life goes on my strength builds inside