so did you mean it? when you said you cared? did you mean it when you said you loved me? or that you'll always be there? you were my best friend.. the greatest part of me. but you lied. the whole time it was all just a big lie. you never cared. i was just a toy to you. something to keep you occupied for a while. i was starting to rust so you threw me away and set out for the shiny new toy.