i guess we have no future (at least you know) so i look outside of the driver's seat window my hands on the wheel passing trees and leaves (everything here will be tainted with your memory) and i found myself wondering what the hell is the ******* point if you're already planning to leave me behind (i almost cried, it stung) but tonight as i stood to leave, you said "don't go. just one more minute? don't leave me yet" so i laid back down and kissed you again and i change my mind, there doesn't need to be a ******* point to any of it
you apologized for not including me in any future plans with your friends, but that i'll be off doing my dance thing. "sorry" and i shook my head and scoffed or something, snorted? i laughed you off, so you added, "but i'll expect a post card" and then i looked to my left and gripped the wheel a little tighter and you put your hand on my knee and *******, forever doesn't exist i've never expected it to but sometimes it really sinks in and you and i, this this is going to hurt me