Let me destroy this glass of wine. Take it to heart like a recurring insult from the men that once ruled our lives. The soap operas are almost done, and I doubt you will have any need for me tonight. There is no darling to address, but if I whisper enough times perhaps the wind could pick up my voice and carry it to more accepting ears. Let me find a way to last the night. A touch of youth amongst all of this decay, the way lovers pile up like sad songs and ***** laundry in the back alley of my mind. Let me finish this glass of wine. After that, I will try something new.