I wish I knew who it was , she never found in me.
Whirlwinds of hopelessness,
Envelop my thoughts,
Laden with the feelings if inadequacy,
Knowing , I was never really what she wanted
I only know one way
One way to love,
Intense,
I held her dearly
As she held my heart
I believed,
That one day ,
we
Would just  simply,
be
You were my morning star,
And my midnight comfort
You needn't even ask,
And I would make it so,
The affection that used to lay
behind,
the glistening of her eyes,
Now,
a distant searching.
Reality squeezes,
My breaking heart.
as she chases after her past.
I just wish I knew,
I wish I knew, who its was,
That she never found in me.