how desperately I would like to be a failure and for someone to take me away from here for I have never had a great sadness and I do not know how that feels I would love for nothing to depend on me to let my poor sorry soul heal for people to command 'just be happy' and at last I can think of what's real so take me, drive me in a car to the west and east in our wheels with nothing but you and my heart and nothing but wind in my ears.