There comes a time for realizations. Realize you aren't perfect so you shouldn't try to conform to society's shiny little frame of perfection because it's artificial but defy definitions of traditional beauty and perfection and create your own meaning of flawlessness. Realize beauty from the ashes is the purest kind of all because all the ugly has been burnt away. Realize that the monsters you used to be afraid of under your bed are not what you should have been fearing but the ones inside of your head, whispering to you alongside your inner demons and there are things in life far scarier than the dark. Realize there are certain types of cold that are not wintery or measured in temperature, the kind you don't feel but you become and that the worst screams are silent and not produced by lungs but glassy eyes instead and silence can be loud and sometimes just because you are standing in a crowd doesn't mean you can't be horribly lonely. these realizations are the definition of pain but if you trace your scars far enough back you will find that it was all worth it considering what you learned in the end.