Can someone explain to me were I have gone. As I stand here surrounded by the people who have helped me this far, but all I hear is silence. This growing pain from holding this wall up is becoming unbarable. Me afraid? Of what.. I don't have these kind of feelings. Only faint smirks on the face. One day isn't today. Today can never be one day. Here I go
Thoughts of my day. Remember it was a rainy morning. Cleared up. Then rained again after work. Road the bus home alone. Gave me time to think. This is when I broke.