Bathed in silver moonlight, Falsely reassured by unwavering stillness, My eyes open to a place left behind, Where I lie gurgling; uncomprehending. Where my infancy fell and I learned to walk. And I watch now, curiously; uncomprehending The scene that forms in my eyes.
Adolescence is seen stealing the previous throne With bribes of new emotion and mischief And flows into my entire childhood A river come under rule of the sea. And I watch uncomprehending; distant from The boy that once climbed trees.
Trees wither as Autumn comes; shed leaves And I drift through space and time Not watching the clock; free. The young adult is in a palace of smoke Wandering through echoing halls Trying to reach the throne. The sea.
And when the doors open, debility Comes creeping; hair white as the snow, beneath my feet. I see shattered limbs running away From demons underneath.
The present tugs at me; my worried spouse. And away I go, from the newborn; ignorant, Watching day and night embrace; two halves of one Locked in a dying embrace, afraid to let go
And even now, mortality An essential nightmare still grips me; a devious fiend Hiding behind the impassive, unyielding Father time.