The core shattering moment
Is when you lose what you love.

As the days cease to exist
And the moon rises again.

I can't help but shiver.

As the date approaches
I stop and cry.

I've lost more than one can anticipate
I lost more than just myself

Today I lose another.
Another one I held dearly.

Wounds need time to heal
But what if time doesn't allow it?

My wounds have opened
Again
And again.

Over and over
I don't know how much more I can take.

I will for my soul to take
But can't.
Won't.

Allow me to rest.
Allow me to mend my broken soul

How can one go on, if pain is all I seem to know?