My thoughts on the place of my birth, Are dismal, White walls, White town, Are really brown, Like dead leaves, Long forgotten on the ground, What colors I see are few, And joy peeps through A couple of cracks, In the house boards, I wish to cut the cords, And forget, My boring northern roots, But tightened them around My heart to hurt, And pull my chin down, I wish to have something, To stand upon, What’s a place upon the earth, Above another? Why is this a burn in my mind? I’ll claim my beginning, In God’s mind, In his pool of rainbows, From where all butterflies come.