Oct 2014
Simple characters floating in the mind with the complexities of a thousand words.
Dancing on my tongue.
The reasons.. the logic,
The fear.
There is uncertainty in the corners, in all the hiding places.
Insecurities.
Grievances.
Loneliness.
Deceptions.
Bluntly, they jab in the dark. They twist the realities.. they twist the mind.
Love.. seeping through the skin.
A chance.
Dreams of warmth, of holding strong.
Hope.
It cuts its way through a forest so bleak.
Out of desperation, out of necessity.
Hand in hand.
Don't see it shatter.
I can't hold it back.
There is pain.. so much pain,
Unjustified pain.
And it kills me.
No logic.
Ripping apart my limbs.
Simple characters floating in the mind; without mercy they haunt the dreams.
Dancing on my tongue.
The reasons.. the logic,
The fear.
There is uncertainty in the corners, in all the hiding places.
Insecurities.
Grievances.
Loneliness.
Deceptions.
Bluntly, they jab in the dark. They twist the realities.. they twist the mind.
Love.. seeping through the skin.
A chance.
Dreams of warmth, of holding strong.
Hope.
It cuts its way through a forest so bleak.
Out of desperation, out of necessity.
Hand in hand.
Don't see it shatter.
I can't hold it back.
There is pain.. so much pain,
Unjustified pain.
And it kills me.
No logic.
Ripping apart my limbs.
Simple characters floating in the mind; without mercy they haunt the dreams.
Help me..help.. *my head is screaming!* It hurts.. *throwing my legs out madly, thrashing them against my will* Stop it. Stop it. Stop it. **** it! Stop it.. don't don't.. *my breath catching, forcing me forward coughing* Calm down.. please.. *coughing.. choking on my own saliva, gagging on it* Stop... oh God please help me.. *tears running down my cheeks as I struggle to breathe and not gag* Stop it! Idiot! *forcing my nails into my skin, my whole body rigid* What's wrong with you? Just knock it off.. what are you freaking out about? Stop. it. now. *tossing my head backwards until it makes contact with the wall.. again and again*
Panic has this magnificent way of consuming people alive (or so it may seem)
Panic has this magnificent way of consuming people alive (or so it may seem)
