i hope you don't ever feel like you don't exist,
because at one point you were why i did
your hazel eyes softened when you saw me
my heart gushed ice water and my hands shook
you never kissed me, maybe if you did my mouth
wouldn't taste like soapy water
you said your hair has always been short which embarrassed you
although you've yet to realize its your soul that makes you so lovely
sometimes when i think of our memories my mind resembles a dark green foggy forest and others,
the Sahara desert in a heat wave
your arms embraced me as i wept,
making them my home
i was sicker than you and you could see the beauty, but all the beauty i could see was you