In my junior year of high school my teacher had us write two separate lists One of all of the things we hated about ourselves and one of all the things we loved about ourselves The first was the easiest and I remember filling a page and a half of things I would **** myself over
We ripped these into shreds and threw them in a fire in the science lab
The latter was the hardest thing I have ever done in my life and I remember only filling half a page, with every other line screaming I WILL NOT BE A STATISTIC
With each scream the words got more assertive and dark and permanent
I keep that letter zipped in a pocket with my razors