I'm stuck with these useless sayings in my head
I want to scream them till my lungs are raw
I don't
I can't even write them out
you, they, he won't understand

and I don't even understand
I just need satisfaction
but I'm living a life of solitude
retreating from the slightest touch of comfort

I'm a walking contradiction
and they wonder why I don't say a thing

I speak one less word a day
each week they hear me less and less
but they don't realize
and I don't care