Is it completely crazy to say, that sometimes i don't wish to see another day? Not one more sunset, or rise of the moon. I want to go home, but my time is not soon. This world is not for me, it's way too hard. I'm always alone, scared, and on guard. I feel so little, helpless and small. I don't even care about anything at all. I'm tired of trying, i just want to sleep. But even that brings no peace, and so i break down and weep. Dear Lord please help me. Please be my light. Be the stars and the moon that shine so brightly in the night.