he stands tall, you get on your knees & he shoves his gun barrel between your lips, he presses it to the back of your throat & asks you to look him in the eyes, says not to flinch when he pulls the trigger or even try to think of a last word that doesn't end with the final syllable of his name. the fingers on his left hand slide from the front of your throat to the back all in one gentle motion, like this has happened before. this is a normal friday night, this is the place where all girls who **** like they're trying to turn modern architecture into ruins go to die.