I
do everything I can

Just
to live for you ..

But
I cant even feel you anymore

What
have I done to you?

You
are my everything and

I *******
broke you,

And
I talked to you yesterday

And
I’m still not sure

That it was you I even spoke to .



I always
pictured

That
when we were together that

We
would live it up…

But
lately it seems like

The
only light I have has given up,

You’ve
given up.

It
feels like we’re falling apart

But
I promise im not giving up!!!

I
love you so **** much and im losing you .

And
when you’re gone,

What
the hell am I supposed to do?

Lay
in bed,

Cry
in my pillow,

And
pretend it’s you?

Because
that’s exactly what im

Gonna
do .

I bet
you didn’t know

That
when im alone

it’s
for you that I cry .

what
else can I do

when
I’m watching everything

I love
die?

And
the worst  part is…

I’ve
given this my very

Best
try.

I too
often catch myself

Asking
why

Why
do I keep hurting her?

Why
am I the reason she cuts?

Why the **** do I keep bothering to wake up?

Now
that I read this

I guess
it’s clear why she’s giving up …

Because
I just can’t stop ******* up.

I’m
just not good enough.

Hello
world

Im
just a ***** up

I didn’t
think it’d be this hard to love me when I grew up.

The
part that ***** is I’m love struck

I can’t
just give up.

And
if you’re looking for a broken man

Here
I am

Holding on
to our love for dear life

Once
again

****