I can see the blue-green veins on my hands Stimulant-rich filling a gradient mess I've made my heart explode How alive I show my attentions Form of sly glances and pretty writing Aren't I easy on the eyes? If I were me, I could help you to decide But I am just frame and lions mane My music, too loud, ushers 3 truths Deaf, blind, and dumb Numb- I've finally won War against self- ******* permanent wealth Meaning in nothing The emptiness as words Stomach growling as reminder of worth Mother Earth- seek, see? I'm no longer weak! I eat! So leave! I'll waste between each creep Looking my way, bleed Onto me Manically, I plead Stop- no, start watching me!