I can see the gears churning when I look up in the sky I taste the metal on my tongue I see how the world works I hear the music and feel it through every part of my body I am not playing music I am in a field I lay out in the field and watch the flowers lean toward the sun as it begins to beat down on me I see the blades of grass flutter I focus on the sounds that I hear Whether it's the wind slipping in between the blades of grass Or the bees pollinating the flowers I kick off my shoes and push my feet into the dirt I feel grounded There is no other feeling than this I begin to feel anxious and spot a tree about 15 feet away I think about running to the tree As I begin my journey I notice insects gravitating toward me I am not frightened I smile and push myself off of the ground to enjoy this tree experience Everything is breathing with me Everything is alive I begin to climb the tree focusing on not damaging the bark or the branches I feel like being in the tree will help me to understand the trees It will help me to coexist with the animals living in the trees I inhale life I exhale and see all the negative energies flow out of me I inhale again It's hard to breathe I've allowed myself to let go To just be Tears of joy roll down my face The taste of metal is long gone The sun is beginning to set How long have I been here? I came here with no intention of watching the time What is time? I begin to contemplate time and it's meaning Do I truly exist? I am existing I am coexisting