It's 10:51 My Philosophy of Science class Wasn't supposed to end until 11:15. There is 39 minutes until Accounting. I don't like this. Because the cafe will be too full It would cause a bad attack. Because I was dumb and didn't take My anti anxiety meds. So I have to sit down on a bench in the hallway. Stairs are a wreck. My knees just shake. I took too much of my friend's adderall Because I never went to sleep. And I needed to do all of these assignments And exams And papers And swap tragic life stories with Becca And I only picked at a piece of watermelon for breakfast And now I have the shakes. And I'm either really ******* hot Or really ******* cold. And I don't know which one. So I'm just wearing a really warm sweatshirt. Isn't this great