Her skin is ripped not quite pale, but compared to the darkness that glistens in pure silence down her wrist she is white as a ghost. She wishes she was one. Invisible and dead. No one could ever grab her hand again. No more shivers up her spine because now she feels alone and empty, rattling bones inside her stomach. Heart drooping just like her baggy eyes. She lays there. Helpless body frozen over by the icy stares they throw at her. She just wants to be alone. Alone forever. Oh, but it's selfish to think like this so she'll soon stop thinking at all.