drove up the coast to set foot once again in San Luis Obispo took acid, played a digeridoo felt like an ******* when she gave me a present from Spain and I left her book hundreds of miles away then drank and drank jungle juice, Jameson whatever was in the keg bruised my legs and maybe my heart a little too because now that I'm back in Long Beach I don't know what to do I feel so...empty like I've been pouring myself out since I left home and the last drops have been dashed on the sidewalk