It hasn't even registered yet
has not sunk in my mind
that years of loving and hurting
laughing and crying
all led to regrets
no sorry's, just regrets
He regrets getting caught
I regret not seeing sooner
Now it is all done and over
and I am back to being one
Freedom, he accuses.  That's why I did it
but I dont feel free
just a deep sense of loss...