It's okay that things are going wrong now. They'll be good again. And It's not that I'm not hurting, I just know that it won't last forever - Even though each one feels significantly longer and I worry it will be the one that stays and eats away at my soul - I've stopped lying to myself about the aches: It's there. I won't deny it. But it has it's time, it's temporary. Healing is a process, a journey. I won't let this keep me down; I choose to love myself.
Just trying to learn from my mistakes I guess. I like to write resolutions; promises that I will let myself heal and not hold on to hurt. It helps.