bitter regret! oh
deus meus!
ut quid dereliquisti me!
for the feelings are shared
and the others are still present
how could i measure up to that?
naught but a filthy villain!
foul creature!
cast me out into the ash and mark me dying
with runes
the beast
harmony
drawn in black donning
mark me not as one who has repented
but as the witch i am
for this cruelty that causes me
to be the very saccharin ******* i despise!
oh! to be free of the thumb at my temple!
oh! to be free of the thumb at my chest!
alas!
alas!
i am no one