I used to be nobody I used to be ignored Years and years of sad Sitting and watching life stumble by Then he came along Everything was right He cared He listened Then he left Why I'll never know But I'll always hold the blame They say it'll fade They say I'll move on But they don't understand Don't understand his friendship to me I pushed him away My only true friend Now the dark comes back with a vengeance Pulling me under a final time
Not a good poem by any stretch I know, just trying to work through some emotions