Since the moment that I let you out
I lost myself
I'm flying up high not letting my feet touch the ground
I'm scared of listening to my thoughts
I'm scared to admit that my life is pale now
That I taste happiness in every corner
But I still crave your bittersweet poison
That I've been searching for loudness
So I won't hear the beats of my heart
I see you in every angle
You won by owning me
And until now I cant be free
I wish I could call you right now
I wish I could lay next to you and inhale your smell
But I know the consequences
I know that with you every joyful moment means an endless night of tears
I know that you priced happiness and you can't afford a smile..