I am in grief, and not only for me.
I thought I had of all, the love and money
All those things to spare but instead everyone turned their back on me.
I know loss like never before.
Its like have a house that has been washed away by the shore.

I never loved them first.

I couldn't get it when they never understood.
Was the problem really me or was it just on mind
I couldn't see  what they believed ,
That I only was a waste of time.

I never loved them at all.

And so now as I continue to hurt so much inside,
I don't bother waste time on tears as ,why cry?
I have however learned he art of keeping it all inside
And I will continue to be like this.

I will never ever love them.