I went to find the world today
but the world was busy
So I walk,  alone,  I walk ........ alone
Walking with my dog, rosie red berries, caught, my eye, glistening ripe in the midday sun as I trot on by,
birds chattering in the hedges,
the warm air gives a hint of spring in early Autumn.
Sky big & blue, silence & stillness,

17yrs ...... Seventeen balloons, pink paper, cake & candles, family
frolics & fun !! So much fun !!
I feel so alone, just numb,
............ they may as well be talking Chinese,
excuse me if you will, please?

Solitude - embrace it.
Who needs anything
or anyone ?
Heavy heart .........  I am one of the unwanted.
Difference makes a difference., you cannot mould that.
I sit and stare ............. no one is there, to laugh, to cry,
so I just stand by
& give in to the silence