Have you ever found that one person, not different from any other person out there
but **** they make you feel alive, happy, and treat you so well
and you start to think to yourself that this person might actually be so good for you
that you give them your attention
they start to be part of your daily routine
you tell them things about yourself that you never really told anyone else before
so you take a chance of them
risking your heart and every part of you
and then one day
they decide to just walk away
leaving you out of nowhere
like a dog losing it's owner
they rip your heart out
pieces by pieces
and you let them anyways
because of how much you care for them
and do you ever think
why? why did they even take interest in you?
like why you out of all people?
so were your motives was to get to know me
breaking my ribs, have my lungs ran out of air
to having my heart raise just for you to shatter it apart
and so that they can **** you dry of all your tears you could ever cry?
and I wonder what it was or saw or felt that made them lose interest in you
because it's not fair how they can make you different and just leave
they give you all these memories and pretend that it never meant the world to you
and it ***** how I can't do anything about and how they don't know how I feel because they will never truly understand how you cherish them
as they just took you for granted
and all you can do is to be happy for them
hoping that is even enough
so do you just find that one person, not different from any other person out there
who gives you hope about love, life, and full of positivity
all to be crushed in the end
feeling so much pain
that you never wish upon anyone to feel this much heart break
but you would go through all that pain again
just so you could experience & be with that person
but everything is just a memory in your head
in time it will fade away
and you wonder how it was so easy for them to move on
while you're stuck with a goodbye you never gotten
and their favourite song replaying in your head over & over again
remembering all the promises they said, but it's all broken now
still dumbfounded how they can let you go just like that
but those what ifs, should have been, and could have been
are better left unanswered
because knowing the answer will tore you apart
and you wonder why? why did you ever let this person be part of your life?
why didn't you just leave it with the simple casual "hello"
and why did you let them break the walls that you built?
why did you even took a chance on them?
and that's because you saw potential in them that you never did with anyone for a long time
and they just **** it all up