you are a mistake
go cut yourself
go **** yourself
you are nothing
you are a failure
you are fat
your are revolting fat disgusting nasty
you are stupid
go away
go die in a hole
you are a mistake a mistake a mistake
they regret you
you are nothing
you are nothing at all
a failure
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chuckles
laugh
the teacher looks away quickly
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that one girl gives you a sheepish look
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he continues.
they laugh.
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you are silent.
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he knows.
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he is aware.
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she is hiding, but he found her.
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it is done.
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they are gone.
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the voices they stay.
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her smile still intact
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home.
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no one is home.
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the gun its downstairs, the knife that big one its in the drawer.
why not appease them?
all her medication just sitting there.
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it is done.
they are gone.
the voices they remain.
the glances they stayed away.
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and still she is here.
with that oh so big smile.
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yet, why are they all looking for her body?
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