A 16 year old girl falls in love with a boy whose only aim is to get his fill and throw her out like last week's Chinese. She is destroyed. An 18 year old girl decides that "having fun" will make her feel less hollow and gives herself to any guy that shows interest and lays in bed at night wondering when the fun starts. She is destroyed. A 21 year old girl feels that no one will ever love her enough to want to marry her and that the other side of the bed will always be empty. She is destroyed. That girl is me.