I stare at your words,
until my eye blur with tears.

Do you know how badly you hurt me?
Do you even have any Inkling as to how deep it goes?

You told me you didnt want to be
my big brother anymore.
You didnt want me in your life.

You might as well have shot me
The bullet wounds are bleeding
They are raw with pain
My tears are warm against my face.

With every word you spoke
A knife was cutting me up inside.
Ripping out my heart
Ripping my feelings to shreds.

You want me out of your life?
Is that really true?
Is that really real?

I know you
I know how you work
and operate.
there is something you're not telling me
there is something not right!

Why are you doing this to me?
Why now?
why do this to me AGAIN!!!!

You want me out of your life?
FINE!

I will slam that door shut
I will lock it up tight

Just know that once its locked
It may NEVER open up again.

I hope you know
what you are doing.