I don't know why you came here. I don't know why you brought two gallons of wine and a series of dresses to try on in front of my postage stamp mirror. I haven't slept a full night in two years. It gets a little easier after the first. You learn small tricks to bore yourself into unconsciousness but now you have given me a reason to stay awake during the day. How could I ever go back to dreams now that you are stood in my doorway?