ALL I CAN BE IS ME!!



YOU LOOK AT ME, PLEASE TELL ME WHAT YOU SEE!!



TEARS HAVE FALLEN OF AN IMAGINARY NUMBER.



PEOPLE THAT LOVED AND SHARED MY LIFE WITH, CAME AND CRUMBLED.



THE PAIN THAT I HIDE IN MY HEART WILL ALWAYS REMAIN.



THAT’S IF I BECOME RICH, SUCCESSFUL, AND GET ALL THE FAME.



I LOST MY HEART AND SOUL IN 06



RUBY L. NAPIER, SINCE YOU BEEN GONE THINGS HAVEN'T BEEN RITE SINCE.



EVERYDAY I WAKE WITH A TEAR IN MY SOUL FOR YOU.



JUST LOOKING TO THE SKY AND ASKING "'WHAT SHALL I DO?"



TIME HASN'T HEAL ALL MY WOUNDS AND SCARS HAVEN'T CAME YET,



THIS PROCESS IS SO, SO ALL THE OTHER **** BETTER COME CORRECT!!



I WORK AND TRYING TO EARN A LIVING AND PROVIDE FOR MY KIDS,



"YOU" WORRIED ABOUT A **** CAR BEING CLEAN, SOME **** RIMS,AND HOPING SOMEONE DON’T BUST YOUR **** LID.



PEOPLE SAY THEY KNOW HOW IT FEEL, TO HAVE SO MUCH PAIN,



*******, THIS RITE HERE *****, WILL DRIVE A SANE MAN, INSANE.



NOT BEING ABLE TO SEE OR SPEND TIME WITH YOUR SEEDS



BUT YET YOU ARE PROVIDING EVERYTHING THAT THEY NEED.



PEOPLE NOT UNDERSTANDING YOU, BECAUSE OF YOUR BACKGROUND,



WAY I WAS RAISED AND MILITARY TRAINING, JUMPING AT ANY LITTLE SOUND.



I’M NOT ANGRY, JUST TIRED OF SILLY ****,



I’M JUST WAITING FOR THAT RITE FIT.



IT MAY LOOK AND SOUND LIKE I’M ANGRY, SEE MISUNDERSTOOD, THAT’S WHAT I’M TALKING ABOUT.



THAT’S ME; MEET MY MOM AND MY SISTER, ALL THEY DO IS SCREAM AND SHOUT.



FAMILY, BRUHS, BROS, FRIENDS, AND ASSOCIATES THAT I HAVE CROSSED HAVE TURNED THERE BACK ON ME.



that was GOD way of teaching me, so I can SEE!!



I'M NOT INNOCENT ON THIS ROAD, I HAVE DONE SOME THINGS THAT WASN'T KIND!!



BUT, BEFORE YOU JUDGE AND SAY I'M CRAZY, LOOK AT YOUR OWN **** FAULTS BEFORE YOU SAY ANYTHING ABOUT MINE.



IN LIGHT OF THIS LATEST ROAD IT SEEM TO BE A LONELY ROAD,



AND YES IT SEEM SO COLD.



AND THINGS ARE NOT TO BE;



BUT I KNOW YOU ARE HERE WITH ME.



SO MANY ARE RUNNING THROUGH MY MIND SINCE BROKE MY VERTBRAE,



LOOKING INTO MY OLDEST CHILDREN EYES AND NOT KNOWING WUT TO SAY.



NOT BEING ABLE TO TELL MY YOUNGEST SON; WHAT I HAD DONE.



SCARED, NOT KNOWING IF I WOULD SURVIVE.



CRYING IN TBICU WANTING TO STAY ALIVE.



FROM NOT BEING ABLE EAT, THEN NOT BEING ABLE TASTE, TO STILL HAVING TROUBLE SWALLOWING.



MAYBE IF I A TWITTER ACCOUNT I COULD SEE WHO IS CONCERN OR WHO WILL FOLLOW...............NO ONE.



BUT ALL IN ALL I AM HUMBLE AND GLAD TO BE HERE.



MY EYES OPEN AND I CAN SEE WITH OR WITHOUT MY GLASSES CLEAR.

ONE!!