I feel so lifeless , I think I'm disappearing
Not in the eyes of people but in mine
Regardless if I'm sleeping or not
I feel so numb , I'm slowly losing my sight
I close my eyes and I realize that I'm falling
Into a sea of sadness where smiles are forbidden
I'm losing my breath , I think I'm drowning

The sea is dark and I'm really scared
I try to open my eyes but I can't
Then these question cross my terrified mind
Am I really deep in the sea ?
Or am I just beneath the surface ?
Am I really in a sea ? Or am I the sea ?
Is the sea dark ? Or am I dark ?
But then again am I imagining ?

I open my eyes again and realize it was a dream
But wait ! Why am I locked in a room ?
And again I wonder
Am I really locked inside ?
Or did I through the key ?
Is it just my wild imagination ?
Or is it just my unsettled fears ?

I'm lost searching for answers
I'm tired from escaping what I don't understand
My mind is temporary stoping
I'm sorry but I can't fight these demons anymore ...