Too many thoughts and no where to go. I want to scream; on my mouth I need tape. Desperation sets in the longer I wait, Can this be worse than a first date? Will I survive this? Can I leave the state? That wouldn't help though, It wouldn't make the demons go. I take a deep breath, I try to relax. My feelings turn to bubbles, I try not to see doubles. Before I know it I'm in the lead, Running away with all speed. I made it though, I survived the fire. Now I have my objects of desire. Back to my car, I'm safe and sound. Soon my heart ceases to pound. I'm alive I survived.