i guess it feels like i'm staring at a blank wall and someone with a lab coat and clipboard is standing behind me, saying, "you have to cover it completely" and i just sit on the floor and look at it, my hands empty my thoughts racing "cover it with what?" I ask "I have nothing. I have no materials to use" But she just shrugs and writes something down and I start to sweat and panic because what is she writing and what am i supposed to do How can I cover a ******* blank wall when my HANDS ARE ******* EMPTY?
this is a simile for thinking about my future or something