cup of tea, apple pie cinnamon swirling itself upwards to meet my brain in inverted cascades i drink thoughts, eat memories tall sea waves bare bones, i am here. i laughed at watered herbs smiled at curved picture frames silent tambourines and deep buckets of stone i've never been fond of clean lines in empty houses give me ancient homes with broken floorboards time places its footsteps on the ceiling strong and sure, fragile and changing i watched your eyes when you looked at him i see it, smooth seas in a hurricane, a hopeful heart. 100 Ways to be Happy as if happiness were a person How to be Happier, Being Happy, Best Happiness Now soft books, books made of masks, i'm empty. no, happiness is here endless pages with empty lines fresh dark ink pens overflowing words as rich as dark cocoa desserts from the man down the street this book with crimson words, golden lining cup of tea, apple pie here i am, the next table over come find me.