How do things get so much better
I let my guard down.
I thought it could stay better
I forgot all the bad things
that have ever happened

I shouldn't have done that
Things always get worse
It was all too good to be true
I gave up on my happy ending

I don't deserve life
I can take it way
Who would care
Things are so bad

Could I actually do it?
Drown? Overdose?
Knife? Jump?
When could I get away

I have friends
I know they care
Even though they are
Never there

I feel so alone
Un loved, unwanted
A disappointment
I can't live up to my expectations

So much potential
I can't see inside me
They say I could do so much
I don't believe

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