coffee steaming, in ceramic cup. eyes cast down, toward pine boarded floor.
i breath in and then exhale. the coffee then passes my lips.
i sigh once and then once more. stolidly, continue to study the splintered floor.
struggling to surmise. the reason for the sadness in your eyes.
the problem in a nutshell,being at the age of just about four. you have no idea of the score or even, how to play...
my son is bereft his "girl" ignored him today and played with some one else
he is overtired now...and crying .... he said earlier its not fair momma.. with such cute outrage... i am doing my best not to smile....that will tip him over his tired little edge.. so as mothers have throughout the years i have changed subjects with the aid of chocolate icescream.... am i bad???