iM Scared Of Losing What iHave Left. iM Scared Of Seeing What iHave Left Go Away. iM Scared Of Disappointing My Loved Ones Again. iM Scared Of Being Reminded What the reality of Drugs. can do once again. iM Scared iF iM Sober Then Fall iWont Ever Change again iM Scared The Drugs Can Take over me Like it Has before Once more. Scared Of Feeling Numb And Live The Whole Drug Addiction Cycle all over.