The Struggle Of Being Dependent On A Substance. Especially Stimulating Wise Is So Difficult My Negative Emotions Are What Lead me to wanting to Go and use. To Get Away Relive My Weaken Mind. By Taking The Stress worries racing Thoughts away Dissapering Up in smoke The Sad Feeling, Every Time iFeel Blue A Reminder Pops Up remembering iHave A Cure to turn to. Numbs Me All Completely Since im addicted, idont get that first happy feeling, like idid in The Beginning. Makes All my pain and misery leave Yes iknow, temporarily As iConsume, its consuming My Natural Happiness Permanently.