The summer had passed without consequence. Through blissful parks and cemetery walks, I measured time by the slits in the fence and hunchbacks forming on sunflower stalks. I found a thought of you amongst the pills, in the pelvic bone of a wishing well, I searched through the postcards, the old film-stills, the notes for a story I could not tell. I know that autumn will be my demise. Dry toast and jet-lag upon each morning, painting anecdotes into my disguise, and act as if a new day is dawning. Whilst all of the time I shall think of you in Saturn's arms, or held in Neptune's blue.