Crashing waves tumble in, I watch with anticipation
“Isn’t this view so beautiful”
I force a smile and nod my head
Whilst inside my mind laughs and screams no
Without you to share these views with, it seems futile
I can’t enjoy these feelings without you here
Then I remember, I’ve never had you by my side
We’ve never shared a laugh, a smile
A kiss
So I realise my mind is empty
The broken horse who watches stallion ride by
Yet can only relate because he too has hooves
I feel like I’m in love but how can I be
Maybe in my mind but physically
I’m a piece of paper clean paper waiting to be written on
I’m empty
These waves ride back and forth, and my mind chases them
I feel like crying because I don’t have her
I don’t know where I am
And it’s tearing me apart