no one told me how much of an ******* i looked like at the party
how i was waving my hands around, drunk talking about
how good i am in bed
my bed is a box of springs covered in cat hair and clothes
no one told me how much of a lonely, pathetic wreck i look like
when i’m stressed, not looking at people and kicking things around, screaming
IT’S FINE, I’M FINE
no one told me how stupid i was to let anyone in
you said you liked my pictures, but i think you were just lonely