tyring to find someone to take me far away to help me enjoy the day when i reality i should stay home and meditate im out of wack ***** all lose yearning to escape to find another place thats not my place but better than being this way taking shortcuts knowing ill pay for it in the near future how long can i play this game before i completely lose my **** slit my wrists as the new way to play jump in front of a train in order to seize the day fukkkkk