I don't know how many times I have tried writing you a letter to explain how much I adore you.
But after two hours of just writing, I have realized not a single word can be placed in my mouth to describe my admiration for you.
I do adore you. I really do.
And I wish you were here right now, so I wouldn't have to worry about finding words to describe the joy you have placed in my heart.
And I wish you could place your hand right above my chest and feel my heart beat when the thought of you crosses my mind.
I do adore you, but you cause me so much pain.
I crave the feeling of your hand in mine.
And if I only had one memory for the rest of my life, I would want it to be of your smile, because nothing makes me happier.
I want you to stay.
I want to kiss your cheek.
I want to wrap my arms around you.
And as much as I do adore you, all I want is for you to adore me too.